Intimacy

Right now for me intimacy is a luxurious thing...

why?

intimacy built by a great relation with your spouse..
and there will be a great relation if you can appreciate one another..

in my case...
i do realize that everyone have weaknesses...
and i always try to accept yours and try to communicate how to make it works for the two of us without change the unique character that we have...
unfortunately.. it's not vice versa..

so..
i feel lonely and always be the person who make an adjustment...

but i do believe it's a process for me.. for us...to be a better spouse.. make a better relation and hopefully intimacy will be a common word to me and attach with my day to day activity...